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Never MarriedJaclyn
Lucedale, 81768
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Can a man and woman really be just friends?. Looking for a fun time Hey! I'm looking for a girl close to my age and that's willing to have a fun time. I'm a college guy with time on my hands. You: attractive, intelligent, polite, and a fun personality If you think this is you then when you reply add pictures or else I won't respond, and put you're favorite song in the subject line so I know who to reply to. Thanks I'll Tell You All The Dirty Little Secrets (I x ) We worked together, you were my boss in fact. I won't lie, it started out as a silly joke, we have the same sick inappropriate sense of humor, Adult swingers in ellenville new york kinky adult fun Boothbay Harbor and it was fun to go back and forth with you, even more fun to see you get so red, i couldn't tell where your hairline began and your forehead ended. But then something seemed to change, maybe it was the thought of forbidden fruit, you were my boss I was your employee, you are years older than I am, what could we possibly have in common. but nevertheless, I had feelings for you, to mask them, I spoke in circles, and acted like a little girl with a crush, acted as though it was nothing but sex I wanted. God forbid you realized the little girl who was so able at her job, and so willing to please, wasn't as broken as she seemed, and have herself even more humiliated by the rejection, she so knew would be given if tried to show you her true self after soo much shit she'd said, and the mistakes she'd made. There was a point, I thought I almost had you, we were working together and you pulled me into the office, if you so happen to see this and by the end of all my babbling and rambling, xxx know who I am, and xxx feel the same, tell me what you did, and how I reacted, I'll give you a hint, I think I got as red as you. lol. But I ruined it all, I think, any chance of it ever happening, if it even were going to happen. I got involved with that man, I slipped into old habits. Yes I'm young, and yes you probably think I'm some naive little girl, who still hasn't even had a chance to live, but your wrong, i never lied about my past to you, and old habits my dear, they die hard. But, I never slept with him, never cared to, at first, yes it crossed my mind, but the minute it did, oh God, the way my stomach turned. I know you think I did, well I'm about x % sure you think I did, but I didn't, I swear. I knew what he wanted, married and lonely dating and I made sure he understood he'd never get it, the rest of what happened between him and I, well you know, I never kept it from you, shit, you got a or text as soon as I hung up the , with him. but anyways, I know had there ever been a chance, it was over with that, the way you acted that day, in the office, when I made that stupid, stupid comment. oh how I regret that comment, do you remember what it was, the day I spent hours in the office with you on my day off? You see, Rambling, so I'll wrap this up. When your excited, your eyes turn a bright Blue. When your angry or stressed, bright Green. And when your Relaxed and carefree, they are a wonderful Blue-Green. When your with your , you radiate love. And when I look at you, that questioning look you always saw on my face never had anything to do with work, but everything to do with me wondering, how such a beautiful man, such a wonderfully caring, kind, and loving man, could ever be so hurt and broken by someone or someones, as you were. In the months that I worked with you, I think I slowly fell for you, and if there ever was a chance for an us, as often as I say I don't regret anything, I completely and utterly regret, that I ruined it all. I doubt you'll ever see this, or you even feel even an inkling of the same way, but I had to put it some where, I couldn't keep it all bottled up any longer, not now that your g xxx Sincerely, The naive little girl with a crush. Drill sgt wanted ASAP. Local swingers search relationship advice for men |
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